i was wrong to keep thinking of those things.
i am wrong to idealize my relationships and to wish i was as happy as someone else. i am wrong to wish i had someone elses life because the greatest thing is to make your own life, own experiences, meet your own people, love your own people, things that no one else can have or feel.
that is what is wonderful about life. you get to be selfish with your experiences and no matter what, no one else will have the same one as you.
three cheers for life my friends.
I give you five cheers, baby!
you make me so happy.
I told you. I told you, fuck I warned you motherfucker.
Now you’re going to step up your game and fight to save our relationship, because boy, I like you a whole lot. You just are needy as shit.
cross off things you’ve done in your life.
Graduated High School. Kissed someone. Smoked cigarettes. Got so drunk you passed out. Rode every ride at an amusement park. Collected something really stupid. Gone to a rock concert. Helped someone. Gone fishing. Watched four movies in one night. Gone long periods of time with out sleep. Lied to someone.
Snorted cocaine.
Failed a class. Smoked weed.
Dealt drugs. Taken a college level course.
Been in a car accident.
Been in a tornado.
Done hard drugs (i.e. ecstasy, heroin, crack, meth, acid).
Watched someone die. Been to a funeral. Burned yourself. (accidentally)
Ran a marathon. Your parents got divorced. Cried yourself to sleep.
Spent over $200 in one day. Flown on a plane.
Cheated on someone.
Been cheated on.
Written a 10 page letter. Gone skiing.
Been sailing.
Cut yourself. Had a best friend.
Lost someone you loved.
Shoplifted something.
Been to jail.
Had detention.
Skipped school.
Got in trouble for something you didn’t do.
Stolen books from the library. Gone to a different country.
Dropped out of school.
Been in a mental hospital. Watched the “Harry Potter” movies.
Had an online diary.
Fired a gun.
Gambled in a casino. Had a yard sale. And a lemonade stand.
Actually made money at the lemonade stand. Been in a school play.
Been fired from a job.
Taken a lie detector test.
Swam with dolphins. Gone to sea world.
Attempted suicide.
Voted for American/Australian Idol(canada) Written poetry.
Read more than 20 books a year.
Gone to Europe.
Loved someone you couldn’t have.
Wondered about your sexuality. Used a coloring book over age 12. Had surgery.
Had stitches. Taken a taxi.
Seen the Washington Monument. Had more than 5 IM’s/online conversations going at once. Overdosed.
Had a drug or alcohol problem.
Been in a fist fight.
Suffered any form of abuse. Had a hamster. (Class pet)
Petted a wild animal.
Used a credit card. Gone surfing in California. Did “spirit day” at school. Dyed your hair.
Got a tattoo. Had something pierced. Got straight A’s. Been on the Honor Roll.
Known someone with HIV or AIDS. Taken pictures with a webcam.
Started a fire.
Had a party while your parents weren’t home.
Gotten caught having a party while they were gone.

